Thursday, January 19, 2012


I have been trying SO hard to stay positive and make things work.  I have been so intent on moving forward, but the bubble ALWAYS bursts.  It may stay there for a little while, but it pops in the end.. and I'm left where I was before.

Everything is always out of reach.  You ever had that feeling?  You can almost touch it and grab it.. pull towards you what you've wanted and work for.  Then SNATCH.  Gone.

It's been happening for quite some time now.  I'm not over it yet.. nor am I used to it.

Sometimes you just want to stay down.