Sunday, July 26, 2009
I have no idea what's gotten into me, but I've been SO lethargic lately. Actually, it seems to be getting worse as time goes on. Most of my energy is invested in trying to keep up with the summer course I am taking, which is taught by the instructor from Hell. All I do is read.. read.. read.. and it's not enjoyable in the least... always wondering what minute fact she is going to drill us on, and be-little us if we don't know the answer.
Other than school, Walmart has really worn me down. Despite the fact I only work 20 hours a week, the drama of the idiots that work at the store, coupled with the growing hostility of the majority of the shoppers has split my last nerve.
I've found that when I'm home, I find little enjoyment in small activities I used to, and have little to no ambition to much of anything. The fact that I dusted my sitting room today is an impressive accomplishment for me. All I do is lay on the sofa, and nap. I am always tired these days.. not sure why. It's quite aggravating.
I've tried energy drinks, tea, I eat plenty of fruits and veggies.. nothing seems to help. I've even gone to the doctors to see if I'm diabetic or hypoglycemic, but nothing.
I know I should get my fat ass out on the elliptical machine, but it seems like a mile away from the sofa right now. Ugh.. I need to snap out of this!